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hi again, this post is proudly brought to you by random post subject (check above).
whatever.. anyway, thanks to my friends who came to his blog and actually tag =D wow. how did they found here, weird o.O
Anyway, went to a friends place to play magic whilst invited many of my class mate, it was a huge game. 6 headed giants. LOL it was messy, i think the best is the 3v3v3 match, my team used master warcraft, and it was hilarious, he pitch the other teams against each other xD.
anyway, talking only about magic here is pretty boring, but i have got nothing else, well actually i do, but i still want to keep it a secret LOL.
Moving that aside, i sold alot of my cards and my foil hostility for 3 dollar... T__T well he was pushy. looking forward to the booster draft match at the chalet. and today was suay, i got a stomache, it rain on my way home, twice, i bought two booster each containing land, one which was totally crap, and the uncommons are worthless (except brairhorn). and my performance at the arcade was bad... and my life is still boring, im still skipping training, and i realize my physical body is very very weak, if i were to run now, i would probably lose to the girls in my class =D..... =(....=( .. anyway with my injured leg, retraining is hard. my mentality is that of great power, but my body cant withstand, in other words i would like to continue running, but my leg is terribly in pain xD.
i dint go to my old class chalet, because i run out of money, and its more fun to go to 3h, i know saying that is harsh to my old classmates, but i think its unfair if i go to my old class and ditch my current, either would be harsh on the other, so i think i prefer going to the ones i enjoy. i hope my classmates would understand, but guess not, they are flaming away at me, gosiping how i forget them.. well, until i burst out in anger.. ok.. F*CK YOU.. oops, burst out liao... i really hate venting my anger on stuff that is useless, but the more i think about not being angry, or how anger would bring my downfall, the more i am angry... i have no money now, and the money i earn is really precious, u cant just force me to spent it all on something. and giving me alot of bullcrap just to get me there. well i tried containing my anger, but if i say, no im not going, i hate u guys, then u guys would give up right? BUT NO, i have to subject to myself, so i kept quiet... but...
anyway what im trying to say here is that, i could shut anybody i want up, but its wrong, i know not listening to people is wrong, but i cant also give in to others, for past two years i have done that, im not going to do that again.
then again.. i feel really bad... zzz... but i cant give in anymore.. if i had the money, i could go both.. but nope, no resources can only go one, so i have to be hard on myself....