Wander

This is me ---> X_X

i feel dead ._.

and im here to report my current status.

So far, i have not studied any other topic except for econs which i totally flunked in today's exam ._.

Yes, throughout the whole month, i have been wasting time ._.
Not on training, not on playing, just plain stoning ._.

I only went bowling three time in the entire month...
i didnt study much at all..
and when i realize theres only two days left, i waste it away by surfing around youtube for funny videos ._.

so im stuck with only a few hours to study for the topic that comes the next day ._.

anyway, as i walk home after buying lunch and dinner, i just start to wonder about life again ._.
I'm really wasting my life ._.
i wish i can find something that makes me really passionate about ._.
something that i can relate to with my life ._.
something that i will devote my whole life to...
i donno what it is...
I start to feel like quitting school again...

haih, this time instead of the emo ness i had like last time,
all i feel now is complete emptiness...

What can i do?