18 dec 2010

Despite me still not arriving at any conclusion to my problems,

the one thing that keeps popping up in my mind, was my goal in life.

It was like the light at the end of the tunnel.

No matter how depress i am or how inconfident i am,

its for this light that i continue to put one step infront of the other.

I may never reach the end.

But im definitely moving.

the following day (yesterday),
i went out to visit vinc at the suntec book fest with acer.
i bought quite a few books,
3 on drawing/ painting
1 on sales.
the other that i loved to buy is too expensive.
but acer bought two interesting books, so can trade next time.
so next time book fest must bring more ppl,
then can trade around :D

when i was going home (acer went class outing)
i met my jiaolian :D
we talked on the way home (:

then i went home and saw my father at home.
i was like, SHIT...

recently, i have started exercising.
i did it before, but i remembered why i stopped.
i was shy to go outside (except when running),
so i did my routine in the house after i came back from a run,
but when my father is home, i dont wan to go to the living room.
my room is too small for my routine.
so i quit.

however in the end, i still did what i wanted.
today morning, i went out to run, and did my routine OUTSIDE!!!
yup, thats a success.
despite there having people, i still completed what i set out to do.

guess what amde me do it?

yup, my goal again LOL.

i cant stress enough how much my goal means to me as motivation to do things.

even at the darkest of times, when everything is pushing me back, i was still moving...
the only thing in my head was, "yuhong, u have to achieve your goal, dont get distracted."