Sunday, December 26, 2010

27 dec 2010

I had a dream the previous night.
it was me facing my pain head on and living my dream.

in that dream,
i did faced the pain i said i will if i were to faced it head on.
Of course, in that dream i was still in a state where its possible to achieve my dream (few years ago).

After reading a few articles and reviews here and there, im pretty positive that im one of them.
that the pain i have is shared among these people out there.

despite me not facing my problems head on in real life,
im still in pain by the constant reminder of what i could have.

but... only in stories does such miracles exist,
where the main character has friends who look out for each other.

There was once where i dreamt of myself,
living my ultimate dream.
The incidents that happen then was of no significance.
but just being what i wanted to be gave me the most blissful moments of my life.

Waking up to reality is a nightmare.

im not kidding.

if only there is a way of making reality a dream.

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