5th feb 2011

Yest, i found out the dangers of lucid dreaming.

i was lucid dreaming, and having really good fun.

people in my dream said," you think u have powers? are you crazy?"

i said," watch."
and then i made objects fly through the air and into my hand.

after having some good fun,
i decided its time i exit lucidity.

so i "woke up"
i look down at my body, as if i had just woken up.

but something doesnt feel right,
for one, i feel like im still dreaming, and the lights are on.

turns out,
i really am dreaming,
so i tried "waking up" again.

the same scene appears again,
but this time i was almost fooled.

the feeling was still there.

i tried to make my hands transparent like glass,
just to show myself that im still really dreaming.

but it became incredibly hard.
somewhere in the back of my head,
its screaming,"you cant turn your hand invisible in real life, its impossible."
i almost gave up and accept that dream as real life.
but something just doesnt feel right,
and i fought hard, struggled.
finally my hands trun invisible slowly and i know im dreaming,
and this time, with a final hard push,
i finally woke up,
feeling the tiredness in my body...

i knew this time i was really awake.

but it scared me that time,

what if one day i accepted the thought,
and be stuck in my dreams forever...



despite myself having fun earlier on in my dreams,
i actually forgot the reason why i first practiced lucid dreaming,
because i was having too much fun making objects fly and conjuring things out in mid-air xD.

i also realised, despite all that fun,
somewhere inside me,
i was still disappointed.

as i made things appear in my dreams,
i thought," sigh, soon these things will disappear..."